Sunday, February 26, 2017

New life

I understood that the thing I'm looking for is not very easy to find in this world.put my picture

After few weeks I found a guy who lives very near to my home and I met him.

He was the first guy I've met and He told me about PlanetRomeo .

I was so curious and as soon as I went home I created an account and I was surprised seeing so many Hot guys looking for sex , friends, dates and Relationships.

I didn't dare to put my picture and was also not very confident about my looks.

I was a  thin not so handsome , weird hairstyle guy  and top of it Braces on my Teeth.

I was not that hot gay boy everyone would like to date.

I used to read profiles on Planetromeo and just be quiet as I used to think that I will not be able to match their standards.

I met another guy who is as new as I was in the website , we liked each other and he is a bisexual and still he told he will be with me after he married also. I was ok with it and started seeing each other and later His dad passed away and we stopped talking with each other often as he became busy running his household works.

I met a friend whom I call family now through the website , I started talking with him and we used to meet everyday and I found another friend through him.

we 3 became so close and used to hangout very often.

We used to discuss our chats , dates.

I met a couple of people and had my first sex with a guy who wanted to be my husband.

I always miss that one person who can give me the attention and love me the way I am.

but all I got was that people who wants to fulfill their physical desires and I too thought it was better than having breakup until I found this guy.

He was a mutual friend and we started talking to each other and started liking.

He suddenly told he loved me and came to Hyderabad to study MBA.

I met him we had good time and thought he was the one I was looking for

He went back to his town and had sex with his friend and I couldn't forgive him and I broke up.

After this I decided not to get in to any relationship as I thought I'm not ready for it.

At that  time I met another guy who introduced me to a new gay world. told how cruel is this world, educated me about SEC 377 , How Bangalore guys are very cool


My Aim then was to graduate , get a job in Bangalore and shift here.

He became very close to me and took me to my first Gay party ever,

He made my hair , took off my glasses

And most of the guys whom I saw on the site are there in the party and everyone started giving me attention and then I realized that I'm Handsome as well and just have to groom a little bit.

Days passed away and got to know my cousin loved me and he wants to marry me but  I couldn't as my whole family might be shattered if something went wrong and it was too much to think for a 17 year kid.


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